Sometimes the lies are deafening...
>> Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Stupid. Ugly. Worthless. Horrible parent. Fat. Too skinny. Not good enough. Too much. Nobody listens to you. You're too loud. Not loud enough. Loser. Your life is never going to get any better. If they really knew you they would hate you. Nobody really loves you. Why did you go and open your big mouth? That word you gave? It was full of crap. Your ministry is futile. You'll never make a difference. Maybe if you slice yourself up you'd feel better. Go ahead, take that bottle of pills. Nobody will even notice when you're gone. Your kids would be better off without you. Your (mom, dad, husband, wife, sister, brother, friend) doesn't love you. What you're doing doesn't matter. You're disgusting. You don't deserve happiness. God doesn't love you. You're too broken. Too jaded. Too lost. Too hopeless...
That same ugly voice manifests itself differently in each of our lives.
There is only one Voice that can drown it out...
His is the only one worth listening to.
3 comments:
...i'm listening hard for His still, small voice. i desperately need Him to drown out my own...
you have been in my prayers, alece.
like this...we are all to critical of things that don't really matter. to dust....
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